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They took her away from me that day
The door left open, footsteps in the snow
I called out for her, screamed her name
Only my echo resounding, no response
"You fool", I told myself
"You let her go, you let her go"
She's lost now, lost to the snow
And I can feel my heart's growing cold
It's so cold, oh so cold
So cold and heavy, the chill does not bother anymore
And I cried
Yet tears could not wash the pain away
No amount of tears could not drown my sin
That I can't take her back
I can't have her back
Can't defeat death itself
My greatest failure, my only weakness
That I am
Mortal
A mere mortal
So I lie there
Staring at the concrete sky
Waiting for death to take me with him
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Finished an old piece. I finally realized what wasn't quite right with the old one and edited it. The butterflies were just supposed to be outlined, rather than entire silhouettes.
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You can keep tell me that you are sorry
So sorry, oh so sorry
Gosh, you are so fucking sorry
You can keep tell me that you didn't mean it
That you did it
Because you didn't know
You can keep tell me that I could be understanding
A little bit more respectful
Despite the damage done
As if I could say you are sorry
Truly sorry
When you left me there, alone
(You fucking piece of shit)
For every day I woke up in the morning
Every day I went to work
Every day I came back home
Every day I wanted to cry
From tears of sadness, tears of joy
Every day I struggled on my own
You left me there, all alone
And you have the guts to tell me you think that you are sorry
That you understand
What you have done?
That you know
That you think you get
Of what it feels like
When you left me
Stranded, on my own?
You don't know a fucking thing
Not a single fucking thing
Of what it means to be me
Of what it means to walk down
The path I carved
Through the fire and the brimstone
Because you left me with no other choice
Than to walk the path and do the talk
All the while just longing
For a fucking shoulder to lean back on
Scarring me beyond recognition
To keep fucking wonder
What is my life's mission?
Yeah, you can keep on
Telling me that you know
That you are so sorry
So fucking sorry
Gosh, yeah, you are so sorry beyond
What words can say
Meaningless empty blabber
While I rip your heart out
The heart you denied me
There's nothing left
Than just the cold
it was a cold night
the coldest winternight
I saw her descending from the night sky
hair glimmering with starlight
ethereal, her presence
as she walked towards me
I touched her skin and chills went down my spine
her breath as cold as ice
I knew my time had come, the final hour
as her lips pressed against mine
she took my hand in hers
fingers wrapping around me
too cold to feel her touch
all I feel is numb, oh so numb
I silently observe her as she removed her dress
shimmering white, pale as the lunar light
as it fell to the ground it disappeared, becoming one with the snow
she pushed against me, lying on top of me
her body shook and rocked
I engage her with a feverish appetite
falling prey to the sensation
with a final thrust she took my life
frozen to the bone, I'm cracking
with my dying breath I see her disperse into the night
all that's left of me, my broken heart lying in the snow
For I am neither demon nor god, angel no man; residing beyond heaven, the demise of the sun and the dying stars, spawned by the Nephilim; hear me children of the damned, for I'll eat your hearts.
Removed a lot of old poetry and some fiction. Many reasons why this is. Part because the quality is poor, part because I don't feel it reflects my writing, part because I associate them with a time of my life I can no longer identify with. 

Long story short, but life is simply complicated as fuck right now.
  • Listening to: Dark Tranquillity - Construct

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MajorasMasks Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2014  Professional Artisan Crafter
Happy birthday!  :cake:
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entropic-insanity Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks!
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Joe-Maccer Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2014
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entropic-insanity Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks.
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Joe-Maccer Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2014
My pleasure. 
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MajorasMasks Featured By Owner Dec 6, 2013  Professional Artisan Crafter
Your new username is so cool!  ^^
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entropic-insanity Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Oh, thanks.
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AntiRetrovirus Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2013
Thanks a bunch for the favs too, by the way!
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entropic-insanity Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
np
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jeakiller Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav mate ;D
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